Friday, December 31, 2004

IM makes me crazy

Well actually a woman I have been IM'ing for almost a year...And recently had to switch to e-mail.

and this chick makes me hard. She makes me almost crazy with lust. She makes me want to do sooo many dirty things to her.

she is about 5'10"...And granted, this is all from her mouth. I have NEVER met this woman. But have seen a pic of her....legs for days, used to play sports, beautiful breasts(and she loves for them to be pulled hard as you are face fucking her)...And one of the hottest sexual fuck machines I have ever talked to.

One of the hottest things is she looks sooo innocent. like a librarian, but pretty hot. But just a normal, everyday pretty woman.

She tells me. that she loves to get face fucked HARD by her bf. granted, he does not do her hard enough. she wants to be crying and gagged and fucked so hard in the throat that she cannot help but drool all over herself. she LOVES this. And after she has sucked you and fucked your cock with her throat...And you are nice and hard...she wants you to fuck her ass. just fuck it. porn star fill her and drill her assfucking. she tells me of positions she and her bf do. things like bent over a chair...And he comes from above and slams her ass full of cock...damn...

She also has fantasies of being gang raped...or gang banged...bukkakae...sooo many nasty things...And she loves to be told how you are going to fuck her with objects...vegetables, broom handles, bats, fists, dildos, buttplugs...fucking awesome.

Now I have run out of things to say about it...I guess I just want to tell about the blowjob I just got today...but I KNOW I will tell more about this girl. she kicks ass!


Saturday, December 18, 2004

IM fucking

AND...love to make a woman fuck herself so hard that she soaks her sheets.

just IM fucked a woman so good she yelled at me that it made a HUGE mess.

but of course thanked me...

i told her not to use that fat dildo...but she needed to be filled up.

like i said just a little while ago.

i fucking LOVE to make women cum...and it is pretty fucking cool when i make them cum with my words.

"fuck that pussy for me baby...fuck it...come on...fuck that pussy....yeah...good girl."

my cock

this is what happens after a night of partying. sitting here, thinking about my cock. :)

I love my cock. I do. I love how smooth my cock is. the long 7.5 or so shaft. tapering thick at the head. the head so fat, luscious almost. and the curve, the perfect g-spot curve. always hit the spot.

I love my cock. but I don;t love it cause I think it is bigger than anyone else's. I know it is not. I don't love it because I am a guy and we all love our dicks.

I love my cock. and I love it because it makes women cum.

I love the fact that probably, and I am not making this up or full of it, probably 3/4ths of the women I have had sex with, have cum the first time I enter them. maybe it is because of the position. I seem to always fuck women with them on top for the first time. I actually remember one in particular...it was my girlfriend in college. the first time we had sex. she on top of me, hot and heavy, sooo turned on. and she slides herself onto me and her eyes kind of widen in surprise, and she kind of crumples and starts whimpering...and grunting...and cums.

have I mentioned that I get off on making women cum? it is my fetish, my thing. but it is not a "job". I don't do it out of a sense of, I GOTTA get her off or I am NOT A MAN! it is a lust and need to see that woman orgasm from what my tongue, fingers and most importantly my cock does to her. when I make a woman cum, I get hard, pre-cum starts to run down my cock. it is what I lust for, not for me to cum. but to make you cum...again and again and again. til you beg me to stop. yeah.

I love that sooo many women I have fucked, well...the ones who LOVE to suck cock, have stopped in the middle of fucking me and said something to the effect of, "fuck, I just HAVE to suck your cock." I love that a woman last week, on her knees, licking and just looking at my cock, looks up at me and says, "damn, it is perfect." I love the fact that every woman who sucks my cock does it because she loves to suck cock...and mine especially.

and I have no idea where I am going with this. I just feel like talking about my cock. I told you I have been partying all night...whew.

and I am not trying to sound cocky or anything...because I am not a cocky person. I am just sure of myself. sure of what I and my cock do to women. just from the reactions I always get.

maybe it is the curve. it does not matter how deep you are it is going to tap that spot everytime. the best is when a woman, who's regular lover/boyfriend, husband has a big dick, soaks the bed. riding cowgirl on me, just grinding her pussy into my cock, rotating her hips, basically twirling herself around my cock. the head rolling around the g-spot. my hands holding her hips, pulling her down just getting that tiny bit further...and feeling her shudder and the feeling of water being thrown across my legs. gushes of water. feeling the bed soak up the pussy juice and cum. fuck. making a woman cum is the best.

damn...and that is pretty much all I have to say about that. more soon.

Friday, December 17, 2004

not just a domme slut fucker

After I wrote my latest entry this morning and looked back at the others. I realized that it seems like I am some misogynistic man who only likes to use and abuse women.

Well, that would be WRONG.

This is just the beginning and this is how it started. Almost all of my initial introductions to CE ended up being with women who wanted what I gave them. And you have read some of it. Kind of introduced me to my domme side.

BUT, the thing is, is that I LOVE and ADORE and RESPECT women. The dome/sub thing actually puts the power in the woman’s hands. And I have and never will do anything that a woman does not want me to. Especially verbally…so if she does not like to be called a slut, she is not called one. Simple as that.

Let me put it this way…

I am a fantasy for women. I am the man who will do anything you have ever dreamed of to you. I am a gentle and caring lover, if that is what you need and crave. Or I can be a domme, as you have read so far.

And like I mentioned before. I have a fetish and it is to give women orgasms. I prefer to give orgasms rather than having them myself. As you will read in the future…there have been many times when I have met up with people and worshipped them and pleasured them…and then disappeared. Or gone back…hey, if it is hot, it is hot…

Maybe I am just being paranoid…shit maybe no one is really reading any of this anyways….

Just wanted to throw that out there…yeah, I think I am just paranoid…ha…that must happen when you spend all night writing about your sexcapades.

bbw...beautiful back woman

now i HAVE to tell about this woman.

one day after i had lunch sex with my park bj slut, i was bored and posted for a woman. actually asked for a plus sized woman. hey, i like to mix things up a bit. and curves are delicious. anyways...

this woman replies...we start IM'ing...she sends me a pic. very cute black woman. about 5'10", cute tiny dreads and the cutest freckles on her cheeks. we talk for about an hour or so...and it get's hot and heavy...like usual...ha...anyways...i invite her over to my friend's place...who is not there...and when she get's there it is on.

we just start making out like crazy. she has these AMAZING 44DDD's. yes, DDD. and the most sensitive nipples i have ever come across. but more on that later.

in about 10 minutes we are naked. and i sit on the couch and she starts to ride me. we go at that for a while and then she flips around and starts riding me reverse cowgirl. after about 10 minutes of this, she pulls out and says, "i don't want you cumming yet. i NEED that cock in my ass". now THAT is a great first impression. but like most first times the hardness was lost, just kind of dissappeared. and she was like, oh well, and sat on the edge of the couch and started to blow me. and her mouth had me blowing a load in about 5 minutes.very hot.

and so we went our seperate ways...

and the next week we are IM'ing and she mentions that her office is empty. so i say hey, why don't i come down there and you can blow me. and she was like hell yeah, come on down.

needless to say that went on often.

we ended up having a hot and heavy sex fest for about 4 months. and this woman made me realize 2 things that i love and always want.

#1: face fucking. damn. this woman submitted to me totally. she loved to start out by just taking my cock deep in her throat...and let it get rock hrad(when it wasn't, which wasn't often). and she also has a fetish for balls and ass. and she would lift my legs up and eat my ass. tongue it, lick it, worship my asshole. felt great. and then my balls, which are very big...she would start in on them. sucking licking, and she could stay down there eating my ass and sucking my balls for hours. but she knew what i wanted. and she loved it and lusted after it. she would fuck my cock with her throat sooo hard and fast. and the best was she would work through her gagging, which would make me harder, everytime she gagged i got harder and that would make her take it further. and she would drool everywhere, uncontrollably and most importantly, i pounded her throat and i mean really fucked her face hard and she LOVED it. when i would finish she would have tears running down her face, drool all over her tits and into her crotch and the most satisfied look on her face. especially since i fed her a big, thick load. and from fucking her mouth so hard i would usually feed her a load that was too much for her...so it would run out all over her 44ddd's and she would have to lick it up after she swallowed what she had in her mouth. amazing.

#2: hard fingering and fisting. she was in a lesbian relationship for many years and loved it. i had never done that to a woman before and it is a wild and kind of scary feeling to have your fist in a woman's vagina. she would lie back on her back, hold her legs up by her head and i would start in with my left hand. 2 fingers, licking and teasing her clit with my tongue. and when she is starting to get soaked i would put in the 3rd finger. and push them in deep and swirl the 3 around her g-spot and at the same time i would slip 2 fingers from my other hand in her ass. and she would start cumming...slow waves of small orgasms. and then it would get to a point(mainly because i would tease her...i am a HUGE tease) and her eyes would change and she would look at me hungrily and in a gutteral voice yell at me to, "fuck that pussy...FUCK ME" and that was my cue to slip the 4th finger in her pussy and the 3rd in her ass and really fuck her hard. and when she is squirting small squirts between my fingers and is on the verge of cumming i would slip that thumb in and fuck that pussy...pounding it with all my strength. and it is hard to explain, but i would pull my hand out and slam it back in up to my wrist. harder then i have ever fucked anyone with my cock. and when she came i would see it and feel it come down from her abdomen and shoot out of her pussy. one time she literally shot a stream of cum and juice over 3 feet across the room. was amazing. and i am not lying, was like someone spit a stream of water out of their mouth across the room. fucking hot and crazy.

phew...and that is pretty much what we did for many months. i would drop by her place before work and we would smoke a bowl, i would then make her sit straddling me, with our clothes on. i would lift up her shirt and pull out those tits. and worship thsoe nipples. they are beautiful nipples, long and get sooo hard. and i would start out licking them like an ice cream cone...long slow licks. and then when she woudl start to grind me hard i woudl pull her nipple into my mouth and suck it in deep and roll my tongue aroudn it and then pull it between my teeth and roll it in between my teeth. applying more nad more pressure. she liked a bit of pain. and it was awesome...i have not many women who can cum so many times from having their nipples sucked and licked and worshipped, but i would usually make her cum 3+ times before i woudl let her touch me or take the rest of her clothes off. mmmm, drove us both wild!

and then we would fuck the hell out of each other. but we only had intercourse 3 times. but fucked each other maybe 20+ times. it was all about fisting her and eating her...and fucking her throat with my cock.

sidenote: i LOVE to eat pussy. and i LOVE to make awoman cum using my mouth and tongue. granted it usually takes a few meetings for me to want to go to town on it. anyways.

besides the fact that she tasted like vanilla...mmmmm...she freaked out when i would eat her pussy. and i knew what was coming so i made sure i gave her the best. and 69 was a favorite. nothing better than getting that instant recognition that you are pleasing the woman. i have NEVER had a woman fuck her own throat as fast and as hard as when i am making her cum with my tongue...was unbelievable.

and the last time we got together...she was getting ready to move...so we knew it was probably the last time for a long time. i had to get a piece of that ass. so i let her blow me for a while and then i picked her head up out of my lap and kissed her deep and told her that i wanted her to lick my nipples and put a condom on my cock and then gave her the bottle of lube and told her to lube me up cause i am going to do her ass. i was a rock and made her get on her hands and knees at the edge of the bed and i stood up. and slid my cock in that ass...and preceeded to do her ass for over 45 minutes. and there is NOTHING hotter and nothing that makes me feel more like a stud when i make a woman cum by fucking her in the ass. and she came unknown amount of times. she actually had to stop me because she said if i fucked her anymore she was goign to shit on me...ha...and as she lay there she looked at me and told me i am the best assfucker she has ever had. and she LOVES to get fucked in the ass. very hot. so, i take that as quite the compliment. :)

so...i think all of this makes sense...ha...not sure...kind of came out in a rush.

and i do have to say, she gives one of the best blowjobs i have ever had. and at the same time, she and i became great friends.

AND she has found love, actually through CL, and is very happy and monogomous. and i am so happy for her. even though, i miss that mouth and throat. damn...very much.

and there is soooo much more sex that i will tell you about that we had. especially the MMF 3-some with one of my friends. and he STILL thanks me for that. cause he was treated to her cock sucking skills.

one more for tonight

ha...ok...i guess some people dig what i am telling.

i had a guy and his girl IM me to get her off over IM. which i am great at...and if you read this at all, you will know why.

i told them about this, my blog and asked them if they wanted to check it out. and they said yeah, so i gave them the link and they went and read it.

and then about 20 minutes later they e-mailed me pics of them fucking...and of him shooting deep in her mouth...and when they IM'ed me again...she said she made him say, "here it comes slut...what you want...mmmm". they said my central park story got them fired up. (thanks agian a!)

fucking love it...

bring it on perverts and fellow sluts of NYC! and NJ!

talk to you all soon.

Thursday, December 16, 2004

my first...i think...shit...ah, let's just pretend.

and to move on...

and my bad...THIS girl was my first...sorry a.

this girl and i started IM'ing...got very nasty and dirty within a hour. and so i was like, "so, you wanna meet up and fuck?" and then she drops this on me.

"well...i am a virgin."

blew my mind...

"but...i am 23 years old and am dying to be a slut."

well, i tell her. lucky for you...but i love to train sluts. so...i am wearing, whatever i was wearing, and so meet me in central park in 20 minutes. it is 2:00pm on a weekday...early spring.

i go to the park and wait...then this cute, plus sized girl walks up to me and says hey...

she was very cute...very innocent looking.

we walk a ways into the park. she has NO idea why i wanted to meet her. get to where the road runs through the middle of the park. right across from the carousel...and we lay back on the grass...and i kiss her. lay it on her...she melts into me. i take her hand...and put it on my cock. we are a bit off the beaten path. but in full view of the entire park. we keep kissing and i open up my pants and tell her to touch my cock.

she reaches in and grabs hold...pre-cum is covering my cock(i produce TONS of precum)...and she groans. i take her face in my hand and look her in the eye...and ask her.

"so, do you really want to be a slut?"

she says...yes.

"you going to be my cumslut baby?"

yes...her eyes glazing over...stroking my cock...

"good cock slut," i say. "suck that cock, slut...milk it..."

"right here?" she get's all nervous...

"yes slut...now and here"

she lays down on her side, facing me...i am lying on my side facing her. people not 50 yards away walking by, enjoying the park. and she looks up at me and i put my hands on her head and push her down onto my cock. and she sucks that cock...tries to take it all the way in and gags...looks up, with that sexy, ooops look...and then goes back to work...

and she sucks me off...granted, the excitement of being blown in the park, in the middle of the day made it easy for her...within 3 minutes i was ready to blow...and she still tells me that THIS was the hottest thing anyone has ever said to her...

I start pumping my hips a bit...and am cumming...so i say,

"here it comes baby...here comes what you want...what you are hungry for"

and i shot a big, thick load down her throat...

we zip me up, i give her a big thank you kiss...and go back to work...

and yeah, i still don't know why that was so hot for her...but she loved hearing it.

and as a footnote...only had her blow me 1 more time in the park...

a rainy, wet day...went about 5 feet off the path...same area...and made her squat down on her heels, i held the umbrellas...and she blew me. AND, the hottest thing was that so many buses drove by...and many stopped there...and we were in full view...

thanks a!

jealous ex-porn star

ahhhhh...back to it...finally...

ha...let's see...been trying to remember my first time on CL>CE. and for those of you who have no idea what the is, it is: Craigslist>Casual Encounters.

it has been a godsend to me and my fucking life. i always knew i loved to fuck. but i never knew what a domme man i am.

ahhhh yeah...i remember my first time.

was just checking out CE and dropped a post a line...she replied, we hit it off. i actually thought she was a man in drag. the pic she sent was very made up...very drag queenie. but i figured what the hell. we didn't meet up that night, but she gave me her number and told me to call her the next day.

so, i call her from work...and yes, that is where i do most my hooking up...ha...anyways. i call her...she tells me that she is not sure and is supposed to do this other guy...and she was up all night getting banged in the ass by 2 guys. well shit, after that i HAD to get over there.

she says, "ok, come on by".

and yes. i understand that she was fucked senseless all night by 2 big dicked guys. and YES, this turned me the fuck on. so that is why i ran over there.

she was at a old, landmark hotel/apt in chelsea. and so i go over. walk up to her room. knock on the door and it opens. and there is this 5'10", red haired, thin, big titted woman standing at the door. she opens it and says (as do almost ALL the women i meet), DAMN...you are SOOO much hotter than your pic." and pulls me in.

we sit down on her bed and start talking a bit. about what we like to do, shit like that. and in all honesty, i was kind of freaking out a bit. this chick had been in porn for many years and just recently got out of it. she is independently wealthy and spends her days and nights doing x-rated modeling and fucking as many men as she can. and here i am a 33 year old man who is confident about my skills...and LOVES to fuck and suck...and i was intimidated!

but said fuck it...and we started making out...and she smelled of booze...nice. and her shirt came off and she had beautiful tits...and then her pants can off...and we were just going at it. (and i apologize, this was a while ago, so the particulars are a bit hazy). and next thing i know she has got a condom wrapped around my cock and is telling me to fuck her. "get that fat cock in my cunt mother fucker" and so i of course agreed and did. and i started to do her, the way i do. slow, deep thrusts...get in there deep and get the tip of my cock swirling around that g-spot, it always hits the spot. and she grabs me around the neck and looks me dead in the eye and says, "fuck me...hard...fuck that pussy, make it sore." and she pulls my hand up to her throat and pushes down.

ok, at this point i have had sex with a LARGE amount of women. but something in me clicked. and my cock felt like it grew a inch or so...and my hand wrapped around her throat. and i pushed down and constricted her windpipe. her eyes glazed over, she put her feet on my chest and started bucking into me...and i fucked her. i pounded that cunt. choking her the whole time. she starts cumming and whipping her head back and forth...and i pound her...fuck her like i have NEVER fucked a woman before. after about 10 minutes of constant HARD drilling...i cum...fuck...

she is glazed over and dripping...she looks at me and says, "holy fuck man. i came the second you slid that cock into me." and she then starts to make out with me and starts to lick and suck and nibble on my nipples (and take note...THIS is my key. you want me hard and ready to go, you want me dripping...no, running with pre-cum. you suck, lick and nibble on my nipples)...and i am hard in no time.

she then lifts her legs up in the air...was weird, she really only liked missionary...but she lifts her legs up, and tells me to fuck her ass hard...and she reaches over and grabs a big dildo...about 9" and slides it into her pussy...and she grabs my hard cock and slips it into her ass...

so, needless to say. we ended up fucking for a few hours. i went back to work, nothing better than long lunches. and we ended up fucking 2 more times after that.

was kind of weird, and i promise, all the others will be more detail. this one was a while ago...so the details are sketchy...but, the weirdness was.

she fucked around 3-7 men a day. and when i ended up hooking up with a new girl...mmmm...tell you about her next. i told her i banged this black chick. she dropped me. get all pissy and jealous and dropped me....but onward and upward to many better things...and NOW it gets hot.